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I have to write a research paper on driver safety this is stupid

Wed, 19 Jun 2013 11:30:29 -0400

I have to write a research paper on driver safety this is stupid

"“It’s taboo to admit that you’re lonely. You can make jokes about it, of course. You can tell people..."

Tue, 18 Jun 2013 22:48:50 -0400

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“It’s taboo to admit that you’re lonely. You can make jokes about it, of course. You can tell people that you spend most of your time with Netflix or that you haven’t left the house today and you might not even go outside tomorrow. Ha ha, funny. But rarely do you ever tell people about the true depths of your loneliness, about how you feel more and more alienated from your friends each passing day and you’re not sure how to fix it. It seems like everyone is just better at living than you are.

A part of you knew this was going to happen. Growing up, you just had this feeling that you wouldn’t transition well to adult life, that you’d fall right through the cracks. And look at you now. La di da, it’s happening.

Your mother, your father, your grandparents: they all look at you like you’re some prized jewel and they tell you over and over again just how lucky you are to be young and have your whole life ahead of you. “Getting old ain’t for sissies,” your father tells you wearily.

You wish they’d stop saying these things to you because all it does is fill you with guilt and panic. All it does is remind you of how much you’re not taking advantage of your youth.

You want to kiss all kinds of different people, you want to wake up in a stranger’s bed maybe once or twice just to see if it feels good to feel nothing, you want to have a group of friends that feels like a tribe, a bonafide family. You want to go from one place to the next constantly and have your weekends feel like one long epic day. You want to dance to stupid music in your stupid room and have a nice job that doesn’t get in the way of living your life too much. You want to be less scared, less anxious, and more willing. Because if you’re closed off now, you can only imagine what you’ll be like later.

Every day you vow to change some aspect of your life and every day you fail. At this point, you’re starting to question your own power as a human being. As of right now, your fears have you beat. They’re the ones that are holding your twenties hostage.

Stop thinking that everyone is having more sex than you, that everyone has more friends than you, that everyone out is having more fun than you. Not because it’s not true (it might be!) but because that kind of thinking leaves you frozen. You’ve already spent enough time feeling like you’re stuck, like you’re watching your life fall through you like a fast dissolve and you’re unable to hold on to anything.

I don’t know if you ever get better. I don’t know if a person can just wake up one day and decide to be an active participant in their life. I’d like to think so. I’d like to think that people get better each and every day but that’s not really true. People get worse and it’s their stories that end up getting forgotten because we can’t stand an unhappy ending. The sick have to get better. Our normalcy depends upon it.

You have to value yourself. You have to want great things for your life. This sort of shit doesn’t happen overnight but it can and will happen if you want it.

Do you want it bad enough? Does the fear of being filled with regret in your thirties trump your fear of living today?

We shall see.”

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You’re Not Making The Most Of Your 20s by Ryan O’Connell

(via 2002498)

I am finally free I got over an 80 on all my finals without studying My parents gave me copies of...

Tue, 18 Jun 2013 22:37:54 -0400

I am finally free

I got over an 80 on all my finals without studying
My parents gave me copies of their car keys
I picked up two extra shifts this week $$$
What does dreaming about the same person for three nights in a row mean
Bones is slowly killing me emotionally
My official license came in the mail yesterday
I do not know why I am isolating myself so much but I am enjoying the solitude
Senior portrait tomorrow like what I am twelve
Mal deleted so now I am considering making a twitter just to internet her
This has been an update

Photo

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 21:48:51 -0400

wait this isnt meant rudely but are you straight

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 17:56:22 -0400

Don’t touch me

5 miles and banana pancakes

Mon, 17 Jun 2013 09:46:37 -0400

5 miles and banana pancakes

Today has been such a good Sunday

Sun, 16 Jun 2013 22:31:19 -0400

Today has been such a good Sunday

mormondad: “Happy Father’s Day dad where’s my car”

Sun, 16 Jun 2013 11:55:57 -0400

mormondad:

“Happy Father’s Day dad where’s my car”

Banana pancakes and iced coffee

Thu, 13 Jun 2013 11:20:33 -0400

Banana pancakes and iced coffee

Today my cousin asked me to follow him out of the repair shop and I wanted to die the entire time...

Wed, 12 Jun 2013 21:53:00 -0400

Today my cousin asked me to follow him out of the repair shop and I wanted to die the entire time because driving in [town] is literally the worst thing ever

The population of people that actually have their licenses is like 2 because half the people are illegal anyways lmfao

I would have rather been on the Expressway dealing with lane changes and speeding assholes

I just hate [town] so much lol not sorry

Post practice rainbow

Tue, 11 Jun 2013 19:55:03 -0400

Post practice rainbow

Things that made the last day of school less stressful

Mon, 10 Jun 2013 22:20:00 -0400

Things that made the last day of school less stressful

Me me eme eme meememe me

Fri, 07 Jun 2013 15:45:00 -0400

Me me eme eme meememe me

I AM OFFICIALLY A LICENSED DRIVER!!!!!!!!!!!

Thu, 06 Jun 2013 08:56:52 -0400

I AM OFFICIALLY A LICENSED DRIVER!!!!!!!!!!!

Driving shoe

Wed, 05 Jun 2013 21:07:18 -0400

Driving shoe

Me

Tue, 04 Jun 2013 21:17:32 -0400

"Respect yourself enough to walk away from anything that no longer serves you, grows you, or makes..."

Mon, 03 Jun 2013 22:12:32 -0400

“Respect yourself enough to walk away from anything that no longer serves you, grows you, or makes you happy.”

- Robert Tew (via d-ivinations)

HOT

Sat, 01 Jun 2013 17:08:00 -0400

HOT

Parachutes and bungee cords

Sat, 01 Jun 2013 11:22:38 -0400

Parachutes and bungee cords

Photo

Fri, 31 May 2013 22:30:18 -0400